tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579371559548700972.comments2011-04-29T10:46:27.158-07:00PJnoreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579371559548700972.post-38574842560334120162011-04-29T10:46:27.158-07:002011-04-29T10:46:27.158-07:00Catch the latest videos, news and information about Nadia at her new website nadiakhalil.com.Nadia Khalil Teamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11370039947321884787noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579371559548700972.post-6662225779275219042008-03-23T11:38:00.000-07:002008-03-23T11:38:00.000-07:00duke<BR/>March 23, 2008 at 12:17 pm<BR/><BR/>Peace be with the moderator , as well as those reading this message.<BR/>The time has come.<BR/>I am here to bring judgment to the living and the dead.<BR/>The harvest is ripe. Pass this on to fellow believers.<BR/><BR/>The Faithful Witness<BR/>DukeDukehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18153748859932400566noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579371559548700972.post-17524431703992362972008-03-14T09:53:00.000-07:002008-03-14T09:53:00.000-07:00Nadia, <BR/><BR/>It always amazes me to think that when you write your messages, you're not writing it directly to me. I have so many challanges goiong on right now (all surrounding money and career) that it is hard to step back and look at all the little pieces that go into a big decision. (I am saying this after our talk last night and also after todays actual message.) So today, I am dedicating myself to quiet time and a time to go in and see where maybe I am playing a role in not achieving all the little choices that need to be made and what will ultimately lead to the big decisions I have before me. I will share one thought with you and everyone that reads this blog and maybe it might help others, too. I am facing losing my house and I have just lost my car. I have tried to be a freelance photographer but for some time now, I have not been able to make the income needed to cover all the exspenses. So I knew that I would have to make the decision to continue my golas and dreams but I would need to work another job with an assured amount of money. So everyday, I wake up half-heartedly look for work, apply here and there and hmmm, what do ya know, no reults. Eventually, I realized that ok, why am I dreading for looking for job, it took some deep probing and man, what I discovered just blew me away. I didn't want to have to go interviews because I was thinking of all the reasons someone would reject me. I'm fat (ouch), I don't have a degree, I have an unusual resume that has unique xperiences, I'm fat, I'm fat, I'm fat and ugly, I have nothing to offer, why would anyone want to hire me. I was shocked to know that I was thinking these things about myself. Then I probed deeper, had I created the situation I am in? Dang, don't you hate when the answer is yes! With all that I mentioned, I then felt unworthy, and sure enough, the things that I feel unworthy of are the things I am losing. Now I am not saying that I woke up this morning with all the answer on how to make things right, but I did wake up knowing that today, I need to love myself, I need to change my thinking of myself and my worth. I wrote, I watched the video of you, I taped inspirational messages on the mirror. Maybe my problems will not be solved in one day (would anyone like to give me a job?) but I do know that today, I woke up and made choice, a small choice. Love myself and we will see what follows.Dawn Katzinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10122659726257148106noreply@blogger.com